When we’re at our happiest, that’s also when I miss Sofia most…
Monthly Archives: December 2011
Merry Christmas?
Deep. Red. With a little bit of flounce. That’s how I always imagined your Christmas dress would be. We had some errands at the mall yesterday and I did my very best to look away from the little girl dresses lest I find one that fit my vision for you.
Today is your 8th month birthday. It also marks the 1st year anniversary of that horrific 3-hr ultrasound experience when your HLHS was detected. Felt like a truck fell on us.
While I was buying your bouquet the blind band at Market! Market! seemed to be mocking me with their back to back renditions of I’ll be Home for Christmas and Pasko na Sinta Ko.
The other week Kuya Tyler was kicking dirt around your marker. He said he wanted to dig because he wanted to see you again. We hope you like that your marker has your picture now, btw.
Pasko na, sinta ko, hanap-hanap kita.
You’ll be home for Christmas, if only in my dreams.
Happy 8th month, baby. We all miss you. It hasn’t gotten easier for me & Dad.
